random thoughts of life

Friday, November 05, 2010

116th post

being nice

is it easy to be nice ?

it takes strength
strength in character

3 elements
savage body
civilised mindset
uncompromising will

> start
3.48am
what does being nice to my father mean ?

damn i feel pressure to type more

being nice to her

wo ai ni
xie xie ni

does it take alot for a guy to say that ?

>end

love

cute cuddly

am i really in love ?

can't say for sure now

does time really prove everything

must time be the factor ?
3 months
i'm not good enough, that's why time is also a factor

be myself

ok

let time prove it

i am thinking
such "statements" are dangerous
especially in this blog

come on come on
grow up

falling apart when she's not around ?

CANNOT

but
being myself
i'll make mistakes
i will learn
but will be it too late ?

she
seems
forgiving

is working hard enough ?

WILL I EVEN WORK HARD ?

8 months

to be continued,
edited
like.fuck

"Love is a shared feeling between two people who have a vested interest in one anothers happiness"

http://teenadvice.about.com/od/loveanddating/a/isitlove1.htm

teenadvice ?
damn , it sounds like damn good advice to me ?
am i still a teen ?

¶ 3:20 AM

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- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love

a normal family
~~-my diploma~~
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
~~-won't tio guards in army~~
~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
~~-leg weights~~
~~run can liao
~~-wrist guards~~
~~-knee guards~~
~~-silver for NAFPA~~
~~-MotoRawR V3 Black~~
~~~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now~~
~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh

-new desktop/laptop ?
.P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
.2gb RAM
.any mid range PCI-E card will do
~~.750 gig HD !~~
~~1 TB HD
.router ..
~~-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly~~
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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