baka ..
that's me , isn't it
she's taking me for granted
doing whatever she wants , to me
i practice guitar for 1 month
and she won't even give me 1 hour of her time on a sunday to hear me play ..
i'm pathetic .. rite ?
what can i do ..
i need her too much ..
too much in love .. le
i'm so dependent on her , i won't know what to do if she .. jus leaves ..
whether we get together or not
it doesn't matter
i jus wan her to be happy
and change ..
you really need to be more outspoken , more vocal
more willing to socialise , more adaptable when things don't go according to your wishes ..
you did say ..
that you wanted more friends
and yes, i want that to happen too ..
friends are important
no man is an island
friends,family and memories make you who you are
shape you ..
..
but me ..
i'm a friend too .. rite ?
more than a friend ..
a guy who wants to be with you ..
and so you can do anything you wan , to me
..
end up , it's all so one-sided ..
so unhealthy ..
if we do end up together
will you still take me for granted ?
and do things as you wish ?
maybe i'll get numb le ..
i won't get hurt anymore ..
if that's true,
if i won't get hurt by you anymore ..
then still got point ma .. ?
ar ok
that's enough for this session
it's your life
there's a guy willing to do anything for you
your call
do as you wish .. ^_^
smile ~
smile everyday ..
life jy
..
you said , the list of things you don't like about me , is increasing ..
that's unavoidable de ba ..
i'm a guy who likes you ..
any flaws in me , is like .. inexcusable ..
..
and ..
i guess it's good ba ..
remember those things , those characteristics , traits you don't like about me ..
write them down somewhere
it will be useful in future de .. ^_^
clarifications
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buck up ?
- family
- job
silly girl ..
you said i say things
but i end up not doing it ..
- friends .. ?
who ?
did i break promises to ?
i can't remember who ..
or is that your own observation .. ?
but ya , as i said in my sms
i won't make empty promises anymore
no more of those "i will do
for you .. trust me .. "
unless i'm really confident of the task ..
so yes ..
trust me ..
my promises are exactly that ..
- giving you a sense of security ..
i promise you
i won't "go all emotional" on you or anyone unless it's really something very serious
..
but it's like ..
help me to help you, yourself too ..
you have to listen to me from time to time too
you can't bully me for ~ ever ~ (ok , maybe you can , but ARR .. i very nice to bully meh .. > < )
but no, you are not unreasonable
you listen to logic
you listen to reasoning
and that in itself, is very verry good le ..
so there , pls
i won't "hai ni" de ..
i only want the best for you
i only want to see you smile ..
..
i don't want to see you cry anymore ..
i have no home anymore ..
i have no bed anymore ..
..
i used to have a room
i used to have a bed
..
now i dun
my father gave away my bed and room to that woman and her son
i can't find ichigo in the room ..
..
what am i supposed to feel ..
..
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
..
someone ..
shortlisted
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- bugis junction lvl 3
pink
hello kitty
- entrance of bugis street
pink
popcorn sleeping , join us
- bishan junction 8 .. precious thoughts
elephant
pink .. zz
nice cover
