random thoughts of life

Friday, July 18, 2008

clarifications
-------------------

buck up ?

- family

- job
silly girl ..

you said i say things
but i end up not doing it ..

- friends .. ?
who ?
did i break promises to ?

i can't remember who ..

or is that your own observation .. ?

but ya , as i said in my sms
i won't make empty promises anymore

no more of those "i will do for you .. trust me .. "

unless i'm really confident of the task ..

so yes ..
trust me ..
my promises are exactly that ..

- giving you a sense of security ..

i promise you
i won't "go all emotional" on you or anyone unless it's really something very serious

..

but it's like ..

help me to help you, yourself too ..

you have to listen to me from time to time too

you can't bully me for ~ ever ~ (ok , maybe you can , but ARR .. i very nice to bully meh .. > < )

but no, you are not unreasonable

you listen to logic
you listen to reasoning

and that in itself, is very verry good le ..

so there , pls
i won't "hai ni" de ..

i only want the best for you
i only want to see you smile ..

..

i don't want to see you cry anymore ..

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Ж hypocritical Ж
Ж extreme self hatred Ж
Ж liar Ж
Ж indecisive most of the time Ж
Ж is a mother flower Ж

wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love

a normal family
~~-my diploma~~
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
~~-won't tio guards in army~~
~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
~~-leg weights~~
~~run can liao
~~-wrist guards~~
~~-knee guards~~
~~-silver for NAFPA~~
~~-MotoRawR V3 Black~~
~~~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now~~
~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh

-new desktop/laptop ?
.P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
.2gb RAM
.any mid range PCI-E card will do
~~.750 gig HD !~~
~~1 TB HD
.router ..
~~-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly~~
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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