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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
 
honestly, i can't remember what date did the lady come


but she and her daughter have been staying in our house for at least .. 2 weeks


i can only confirm that my father has fucked her once,
when my mother went to ipoh,




hopefully none of my cousins stumble upon this blog and tell my aunties, or there will be hell



some women are really that desperate, aren't they

wearing those over-sized polo tees with nothing underneath (poor cousin's friend)

putting her fucking undergarments out to dry in the living room, in front of the altar

fucking offensive can?

i guess she's justifying it because her 10 year old daughter "needs" to study in Singapore, heh


Boon Keng primary ?
fucking hell

the rooms there are at least $700 , good luck biatch
i shall earn your comm, no worries

my mother jus told me that the biatch will be moving out in mid july.


i did not fucking FUCK her upside because her daughter is there

2 more weeks and my anger will be seen.





..

my father has spent all of the $140k from selling our old flat in potong pasir

we sold the flat in .. late november 09
$140k by .. march 2010


i am seriously
fucking
impressed



my grandma's bills from the old folks' home have been piling up, 4 months

our utility bills are SKY HIGH
because for some FUCKING REASON , CHINA PPL LIKE TO LET THE WATER RUN FOR 45 MINUTES EVERY TIME THEY SHOWER (twice a day?)

last bill was $320

i bet my father is not collecting rent from any of the biatches and bastard


fucking hell

i have to earn my own money to study

i'm his son

and he doesn't even support me

he only throws bills at me , for me to pay

and fucks me when i dun clean up my room


he's such a stranger to us now
only smiles in front of the biatch and her daughter
i really wonder who's his family now





my mother has not cried in front of me yet

i think it's jus a matter of time.


we have been talking about my father at night

i think he hears us.

walked into him playing with knives in the kitchen last night.


i guess that biatch has done some serious mind-poisoning, jus like CHC.



now i fear a slit throat when i sleep at night



heh

as if being a guy in singapore isn't hard enough

what a home i have

i feel i dun have a home anymore
i feel i dun have a family anymore
 
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wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love


a normal family
-my diploma
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
 ~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
-won't tio guards in army
 ~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
-leg weights
 ~~run can liao
-wrist guards
-knee guards
-silver for NAFPA
-MotoRawR V3 Black
 ~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now
 ~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh


-new desktop/laptop ?
 .P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
 .2gb RAM
 .any mid range PCI-E card will do
 .750 gig HD !
 ~~1 TB HD
 .router ..
-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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