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random thoughts of life
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
 
i realise i only come to this blog when i'm like .. depressed , sad , etc

like damn
that's a sad fact in itself

haiz ..


EEMS
user guide done (jason aka my princess is a pro, no surprise there)



benny seems .. distant
does he look down on me too ?






and like ..

ar
omg
why is this page so white ..

later how to sleep .. zz
=/



in life
does it matter if you like the person ?

what matters is his/her skill set , isn't it ?


"don't let your emotions rule over you"

it's like
work leh
colleagues
you can choose your friends
but can you choose your colleagues ?
CAN YOU CHOOSE YOUR FAMILY ?

having a unfaithful father is really taxing
draining
i wonder how my mothoer will take it ..



then love ?
how about love ?
how could i love a father like that

romantic
romance
relationships ?



the meaning of love ..
f1 pls
lol


ppl who care about you
who appreciate you
who love you for who you are

those ppl , are the ppl you should be willing to die for

gratitude
kindness



jgjm
if you're reading this (you're one crazy girl)

i apologise for not chatting with you, my user guide may be finished but i'm looking for new stuff to do

we should really have a good talk


ook ?
like damn
i need my pay









i hope my summons dun become non-compoundable

hopefully i will be able to go converscient and do work

LIFE
CHALLENGE ME









i wonder what's cloudy ar doing
packing her stuff .. ?
can't understand girls
like ya , i replied you 13 hours late
i didn't wan to reply you wan you know

roar
the things you could never say .. haha



i should really blog more
sometimes i get really inspired

it's definitely better than .. like

what's the point of getting 'depressed' (it seems harder for depression to affect me) , come here and crap

type all these 99% meaningless shit

heh

ha

go sleep le

- out -
 
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Ж indecisive most of the time Ж
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wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love


a normal family
-my diploma
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
 ~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
-won't tio guards in army
 ~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
-leg weights
 ~~run can liao
-wrist guards
-knee guards
-silver for NAFPA
-MotoRawR V3 Black
 ~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now
 ~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh


-new desktop/laptop ?
 .P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
 .2gb RAM
 .any mid range PCI-E card will do
 .750 gig HD !
 ~~1 TB HD
 .router ..
-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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