woooooooo ho ho and a bottle of pure cokeeeeee !!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i like this feeling
i see your pic and i get soooooo high
if only everyday of my life is like this ....

but it still hurts
but .. i guess your mission objective is to make me get used to it .. ya ?
well..
i have a msg for ya
I GET USED TO THINGS GOD-DAMNED FAST
..
so ya..
but the pain will always be there
will always come
but it'll get numb
but it'll still hurt

..

i don't even know why i fell in luv with you
i really don't know
why
but it's ok

..

all i ask of you
is to treat me like a friend
nothing else

..

cos
i may like you alot
i may do things for you
but GET THIS
I KNOW I WON'T BE WITH YOU
i want to be with you
but i know it won't happen

OK ??

cos u won't be able to accept my past
if u knew
you probably won't even be my friend .....

alot of ppl won't



what i've done in the past
is enough to warrant me the "mother fucker" tag for the rest of my life
so ya
if u are actually that cold to friends
then .. well
i have nothing to say
but i do want to comment that i like ur style
sassy.. ^^



as long as it's you
i can take every single kind of shit

try getting me to quit bike
or get me to give up something important in my life (anything but you)

i will do it
i like bike
but i like you more
i don't care if i cannot be with you
i wANT to be your friend, forever
let me
give me at least the freedom to do that



please..





you took my whole world with you
what's there left for me ..



in 23 hours :: 21 minutes :: 27 seconds
i will sing a birthday song to myself
alone
in my room
i won't cry
i promise
but
as for
sad feelings
feeling sad
that i can't promise
i will
probably be
depressed
and there's nothing
you will
do
about it ..

..

or will you .. .. ^^




"hope is the feeling that you have that the feeling that you most probably will have, isn't permanent .. "
- Paul Hood
Tom Clancy's Op-Center
Divide and Conquer

-7th.the0ry  ¶ 12:29 AM