ppl do change
today's the 3rd of jan 2005
6 more days and it's my 20th birthday

ppl do change
who i am 5 years ago
and
who i am today

i will not deny that i regret alot of things
but i know there's no turning back
and i did my best to learn from those mistakes


today
i am a person who is not afraid to change
not afraid to admit he's wrong
if every thing goes wrong
i will stop and think
and i will adapt myself
i am not very proud of myself
and i know my limit
i know where i stand
i will not cross that line

i may not be a guy of many achievements
but if i say i'm good at something
u better believe it

i jus re-read my previous post
the things that i've written so far..
..
are almost like the previous post..
hahaaha.. weird ..
but this one is better-written ba..

..

ar well..
now
if i choose to love someone
i will give it all
i will make her feel loved as much as i can
i don't wan to regret not loving someone whom is so flawless to me



this blog
i doubt ppl even read it anymore
it's boring
it's all words
no photos whatsoever
so this blog is mainly for me
i read my previous posts and i get so many memories
i get reminded of how much i have changed..
and i believe i've changed for the better..


i never wanted to be somebody
i jus wanted to be a normal guy
with a normal job
living in a normal house
with normal hobbies
loving an extraordinary girl
today
i guess that still stands true..
but ..
now
i hate failure..
that's the most major change ba
and i push myself more than ever before

ok ..
i've written enough
tc.. whoever is out there..
so long and good night.. ^^

i'm actually sleeping early tonight..
my shifu even more li hai though ..
man utd VS Arsenal later
may the Gunners prevail.. hahaha..

-7th.the0ry  ¶ 9:44 PM