Bike
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warning: it's boring to non-bikers and maybe bikers too .. hahaa

was riding inside SSDC circuit
i came out of slalom ..

and there were 3 bikers on the right lane
and 3 bikers (including me) on the left lane

the 3 on the right, signalled left, wanted to go left lane
we , on the 3, signalled right, wanted to go to the right lane

all 6 of us didn't know each other
prac 3, CR, etc


there, on the small stretch of road beside clank course
we did a very nice criss crossing of 6 bikes
hahah..

1st bike on the right went left
1st bike on the left went right
2nd bike on the right went left
I went right (going back to plank)

and the 2 other bikes did the same thing

like some stunt sia
and the feeling's nice
especially when you're one of the guys doing the stunt.. ^^

i think some instructor behind us, was like clapping or something.. hahhaha

fun leh..
maybe can do that again next time i go circuit .. ^^





..





it's my birthday soon
and the selfish feeling of expecting everything to go my way is so strong..
it's like
your birthday leh
things should happen the way that you want what..
things that you always wanted to do, people should help you with that..

..

then i will say it
i want to be with her ..
for a day
or anything
jus want to spend some time with her ..

but .. i dunno
i'm too afraid
i'm too ugly
so .. ya ..

anyway
for her ..
if i were to guess what she's thinking..
she's probably thinking..

"if i go out with him, i would be giving him the impression that he can be with me"
"i should not give him false hope"

or maybe she doesn't even care
don't even remember when my birthday is

..

ya, i did ask
and well ..
the result, i don't want to talk about it ..

..

maybe i should jus forget it
my birthday
so what
it's jus another day
who cares


..


can you take it all away .....


i asked for it
all this pain
it's no fault of hers
i asked for everything myself
i allowed myself to be fucked so badly



pre-occupied without you
i cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
i stumble then i crawl

i wonder what are you doing
imagine where you are

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me

-puddle of mudd
-blurry



i'm starting to hate my birthday
fuck it
i don't care anymore  ¶ 10:33 AM