waaaaaaa
everyone update blog leh ..
orbit got new skin somemore ..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

haiz .. my life ..

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jus .. wan to see her smile ..


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mental strength is too important le ..
hope that i won't suffer from lack of that ..



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i trying my best to treat her as a friend
to think in her shoes (her shoes very cute! got pink converse, then got black high heels, then .. the rest i dun know .. no chance to see :( .. )
and i suaned her quite alot sia .. feel so bad ..
but ok la .. i promised that i will keep things to myself ..

=p

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wah lan, thurs (27/10) .. take bike at 8.50pm
8.50pm nvm ..
but training ended at 6.30pm !!!
i 2 hour, nothing to do sia .. =/
wanted to walk to amk central
but .. lazy .. hahahahaha
then in the end, go NYP mac , sit there watch the tv mobile plasma tv thing
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watch for 15 mins, dun know which ediot go switch off the lights at that end of the macdonald canteen .. (the end with the tv)
then i watch tv in the dark sia ..
and i was hiding behind a pillar, u have to walk out of macdonald to see me ..
alot of ppl stare at me sia .. cos it's like .. i look like something out of a japanese ghost movie
got this guy, black cap, then only got the tv emitting light on me .. sounds .. .. weird rite .. hahahaa

but i dun think i freaked anyone out ..
as in .. no one screamed what ..
=p


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then ok la , 8pm, some ediot go switch off the PLASMA TV
wah lan, ask me to watch the wall ar
somemore macdonald still open ..
ediot sia ..
at least let me watch tv la ..

then ok lor .. i slowly walk to SSDC
then i met ws .. he prac 2 le ..
so li hai .. hahah
i take my prac lor .. halfway , rain .. .. -.-"
then instructors end lesson early .. .. .. .. :(
waste my money sia ..

hope can clear all 8 pracs beside end of FYP
i'm confident that i can .. ^_^
cos i everything quite good
except for gear 4 and braking .. hahahaa
i'm a crazy mofo



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hmmmmmmmmm



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i dun know who i am anymore
in my mind, in my heart
i'm a guy who should be unfriendly to everyone around me
who should be ignoring everyone
but i can't
i really don't know who i am anymore
i .. am doing things that .. i don't recognise ..
doing things that i shouldn't be doing ..

and the thing .. the incident ..
it really ruined my life
i cannot be with her anymore
it's such an unforgivable sin
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and everytime i think of that
i get very sad

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talked to angelin today
she's very friendly ..
i asked angelin what she likes
what will make her smile
i mean no harm
i jus .. wan to see her smile everyday ..

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but angelin asked me to slowly find out myself ..
^^
i agree ..
then now .. jus talk to her naturally ..
i hope that i can
i hope that i still have the right ..


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FYP
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taufiq .. sorry ar bro ..
we can get A for this, trust me
cisco security agent .. what's so hard about that ?!
pui !!

hahaha..
johnny bravo , we WILL show you
students
031735C
and
031853E

are not to be trifled with
you have been warned
and stop coming online on msn, you're scaring ppl

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especially me .. hahahahahaha

jk jk


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anyway, it's kinda of late
but happy birthday lim hong (20th oct)
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i think he had a chalet .. nobody invited me .. :(
it's either lim hong or li hong (4th nov) ar ..
but ..
orbit's blog keep putting 'he' leh ..
then orbit today high ar ..
crazy ger

then her nick is semi high .. omg, she's like .. cute la .. nothing to say .. hahahaha

dunno them lar.. crazy gers with crazy thoughts ..
then i thought that sunny was giving out drugs or something ..
hahahaha

then .. she today very early sleep sia .. 10++ sleep le ..



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i went carl's jr today .. to eat .. with friend
sia la .. $20 sia
2 'famous star' meals
5 piece chicken strips

the drinks , free flow .. ^^ !!
then the burger is BIG
fries alot
but
the burger kinda of cold
the chicken strips .. soggy ah .. some cold, some hot .. spasm wan ..
not worth $20 lar
but the famous star meal , at $7 .. is NICE !
worth the $7 ..
definitely ..


if u manage to read till here .. then go try ba .. it's at marina square .. the back there, 1st floor .. nearer to sun tec that side..
then the crew there, service not bad wor ..
i don't think i can provide that kind of service!!
hahahaha

=p

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sian la ..
no money .. again..
forever broke
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mother cooked porridge .. dunno for who ..
-.-

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how come i today so many things to say huh ..
hmm..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I HATE MYSELF
i want to go run
i really hate myself
i should be so much stronger
stupid left wrist ..
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
.. oops

.. hahahhaa

God bless her
amen
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St Andrew's Village looks damn nice ..
the swimming pool is .. O.O !!
take 142, CTE near pp, can see
it's .. jus damn nice la ..

ppl my batch, miss all the fun stuff
Q$*((*@&#*@^#(*^@#($

arghh

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dunno la ..
go burn disc le ..

he who overcomes, will be dressed in white
and i will put his name in the book of life
and i will bear witness to his name
before my father and his angels
revelations 3:5

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till now ..
i have never thought that i am good enough for you
and for that, and that alone
i will fight
i will become stronger
watch me


7th.the0ry . yr0eht.ht7  ¶ 1:31 AM