<$BlogRSDURL$>
random thoughts of life
Thursday, April 29, 2004
 
i'm a veri flawed person
more flawed than i had imagined or dreamt

no one's perfect huh ..
well, i'm alot more fucking screwed up than i thought i was


ya she's easily scared
but she can scare me quite easily too

wth, it's like .. why .. why .. why won't i learn my lesson
oh well, i have NO GIRL in my life
and i prefer it that way

going all out to get a girl is something that i'll onli do if that girl does not mind a flawed face and character


sometimes i act like i'm some fucking handsome and clever guy

now, i wonder why
hahz
fuck me fuck u

4.40am


Dominion
can't realli seem to find a balance between land and networth
argh
need to build more homes
then draft up, train up

chiawen's not one to go static, so i guess i'll have go the high homes way .. =/

oh well, if all goes well, i may get ranked .. AND I'M A FARM!!

lol


ya, my blog's not for public reading
it's too personal

i've read those blogs, where it's interesting ! cos the author is trying to make it so
so ya, if u're looking for a place where u can laugh and cry
FUCK OFF


this is me
like that matters
self-esteem is non-existent, so u can go find a kite and screw urself with it for i care


4.30++ am ..
my father woke up
hmm.. he get so early .. worker transport that early wan meh


V70
sian
i wanted the V66
flip phone's more .. normal


Sian Kia
lol, SK .. my totes are drifting all over the place
i wonder where these blog sites are getting their bandwidth and storage space .. hmmm


C++
next sem
eek
OGL too
LTC
lol, i hope i make sense to myself in the future
when i read back .. =p


study study study
gl, and well.. i wonder if the post below makes me look like a guy who got screwed by jacqueline and hates her with a passion now
i have no idea why but she and suhana seem to be the onli ppl in my totally meaningless life who piss me off

congrats, u 2, if u manage to hit page down so mani times till here
=p


when my mother was in china
i missed her

i dun realli like them for what great authorities they've been
but i do care for them

i'm fucking hell the onli child


oh ya, jacqueline, *learn* how to use vulgarities before u actually type them ?

me: DCN project, i handed it up
jacqueline: oh great (or something)
me: scared for wat
jacqueline: scared for shit LOR

me(in secret): LOL WHAT THE HELL IS THAT

me: err.. i guess that you're offended by something

ok, l o l , end of flashback .. wtf, i mean, u wan to use it, pls think of more normal ways to use it .. sounding wierd to the guy that you're talking DOES NOT help u
ya, i mean, omg, ur IQ has got to be higher than that

ok i've crapped till i dun feel crapping anymore
tk care ppl
 
Comments: Post a Comment
if my life is meant to be this screwed up .. why do i exist then


Ж 7th.the0ry Ж
Ж male Ж
Ж b+ Ж
Ж free-thinker Ж
Ж 172cm Ж
Ж 59kg Ж

Ж Application Consultant Ж
Ж 35th singapore combat engineers (bridging) Ж
Ж boatman Ж
Ж ORD 060208 Ж

Ж flawed Ж
Ж cynical Ж
Ж hypocritical Ж
Ж extreme self hatred Ж
Ж liar Ж
Ж indecisive most of the time Ж
Ж is a mother flower Ж


wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love


a normal family
-my diploma
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
 ~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
-won't tio guards in army
 ~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
-leg weights
 ~~run can liao
-wrist guards
-knee guards
-silver for NAFPA
-MotoRawR V3 Black
 ~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now
 ~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh


-new desktop/laptop ?
 .P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
 .2gb RAM
 .any mid range PCI-E card will do
 .750 gig HD !
 ~~1 TB HD
 .router ..
-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

   last updated on 16th dec 2006 :: 9.05pm
   last last updated on 5th jun 2010 :: 11.37am

ARCHIVES
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 / 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 / 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 / 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 / 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 / 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 / 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 / 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 / 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 / 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 / 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 / 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 / 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 / 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 / 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 / 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 / 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 / 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 / 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 / 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 / 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 / 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 / 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 / 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 / 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 / 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 / 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 / 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 / 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 / 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 / 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 / 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009 / 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 / 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 / 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 / 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009 / 09/01/2009 - 10/01/2009 / 11/01/2009 - 12/01/2009 / 01/01/2010 - 02/01/2010 / 03/01/2010 - 04/01/2010 / 06/01/2010 - 07/01/2010 / 07/01/2010 - 08/01/2010 / 10/01/2010 - 11/01/2010 / 11/01/2010 - 12/01/2010 / 12/01/2010 - 01/01/2011 / 01/01/2011 - 02/01/2011 / 04/01/2011 - 05/01/2011 / 07/01/2011 - 08/01/2011 / 09/01/2011 - 10/01/2011 / 10/01/2011 - 11/01/2011 / 11/01/2011 - 12/01/2011 / 10/01/2012 - 11/01/2012 / 12/01/2012 - 01/01/2013 /


Powered by Blogger